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Disaster

Conflict

 

Disaster

Your hands to my hips cause aches,

Your tongue to my lips, ruin,

Your skin against mine, death.

The problem is, even in your absence

I am at war with myself, with you, with life.

I am a fucked up beautiful thing that will destroy you

Even if I don’t want too, even if I try desperately not too.

I, I am a disaster always happening.

 

Credits:

Chair: Kuro – Lodge Armchair – Red

Top: [Deadwool] Gingham shirt  (female) – pale pink

Pants: coldLogic jeggings – seyfried.black

Boots: Maitreya Stagioni Boots

Hair – Lamb – Blue velvet

Glasses – Sleepy Eddy – Boston

Skin – PF Harley

Nails – {Wicked} Peach – GLITTER! (I am ALWAYS wearing wicked peach nails, ALWAYS!)

 

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The Fall Of Innocence

The Fall Of Innocence

I cared so deeply that I started falling, falling away from the things that I hold dear, falling away from myself, and my innocence. I thought foolishly that you would catch me, care for me, and cherish who I was enough to place me back into my tower to preserve me. But I see now that it is hard for others to value me and who I am If do not value myself enough to uphold the integrity of my own soul. I am a broken girl, with fragments scattered so far and wide that the task of putting myself together seems all too impossible, the vessel that shields my soul is shattered and so I am exposed.  Their self-serving fingers tear into the fleshy parts of my spirit and touch the places once guarded, but I let them, hoping they would stop me from letting them, but they continued, because I let them,  because I let them, because I let them. And so, I am fallen.

Credits:

[Breno] Sky Lounge

Kuro in motion – The fall


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Good Enough for No One

Good Enough for No One

It’s hard to explain to people all the ways that I am different,

I don’t process things the way you do I,

I don’t know how to feel the same way you do,

or make sense of it all the same way that you do.

Where the stop signs in your brain remain,

mine have all been sawed down,

a cruel trick by some sick fuck in the sky sitting on a cloud saying hey you,

no, you, you don’t get to be like them,

you get to suffer the pain of trying to love them without understanding them,

you can’t be them so just stop trying.

Yeah sure, we are special snow flakes,

different in our special ways,

but while everyone can at least fall the right way,

I’m falling sideways,

fucking up the flow of the way everyone wants to go.

Everyones getting mad at me and I can’t figure out why,

I thought I had it right this time but theres that word wrong,

hanging around every corner waiting to knock the wind out of me.

No matter how many times I say i’m sorry for something I don’t understand,

I know It will never be enough,

I will not be enough,

because I’m not wired like you,

I can’t read minds like you,

and what I feel is my best,

is like hell for you.

Credits:

Painting: +>A&A<+ Airedine’s Art – Acid Lily

*MishMish* It’s Aliens – Holding Photo

:CP: Bridge’s Dresser

floorplan. guitar bookcase

:CP: Tegan’s Crate Night Table

MudHoney Rita Bed – White (I tinted it)

[ba] atherwood home (I retextured it)

Hair: ~Tableau Vivant~ Larnia – Fall

Top: Emery – Dress Gatsby Pink –

Ring: Noodles – Royalty Crown Ring Gold (I never take this off)

Skin: [PF] Harley <Peach>


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Fire Starter

Fire Starter

Lost now are the days of peace keeping magic, a fire has been kindled within me, the tender lit by the tip of your arrow.

A blood lust rises inside me, pours out of me, and stains my cheeks.

Anger, hate, rage, all the things I fought so long to protect this world from now consume my every thought…

…I am lost.

Credits:

Robe:  FATEplay – Ithron – Fire (I could live in all the FATEplay clothes!)

Hair: !lamb. Thieves Like Us (Mesh) – Chocolate Bars Pack

Tattoo Layers: Corvus : Tired Eyes Makeup – Beat to Shit Tattoo (no clue where its from) – REPULSE – Bloody Tears III Face Tattoo- (I would just like to note there is A LOT of post processing so… yeah.)

Eye- Ok these are my normal IKON eyes, again heavily post processed so they don’t even remotely look like the photo.

Skin: Glam Affain – Lulu

Broken Tower Thingy: Botanical – Forest Ruins Tower


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The Small Things Make A house A home

What Makes A House A Home

 

Whenever I have a new home in second life I always think about a line from one of Robert Forsts First poems…

 

“First there’s the children’s house of make-believe, Some shattered dishes underneath a pine, The playthings in the playhouse of the children. Weep for what little things could make them glad.”
[Rober Frost – Directive (1947)]

I think all to often we overlook the little things that enrich our lives, and second life is no exception. We get excited over big releases and tend to overlook the small things that create the whole. My creative style leans more towards those small things, and I always find myself meshing things to set in little cubbies and hang in the odd spaces, the forgotten places that make a house a home. So  I tend to get very tickled when I see friends who release adorable trinkets to set around the house, that make it feel lived in and real. So today I raise my glass to those of you who, like me, remember and enjoy the little things that make a house a home.

Credits:

Decorative Box : Kuro – Donna’s box (Limited edition) @ Love Donna Flora

Salt & Pepper Shaker set: Lark – S&P Shaker – Love @ Love Donna Flora

Cacti: Gacha Prizes from a store called GachaYa

Canvas Art: Collage – I Will Love You (Part of a set)

Wall Plates: floorplan. kitsch wall plates

Abacus: Zigana . antique abacus

Table: PILOT – Dollhouse Dining (It was for the doll house he made, I resized it hehehehehehe)

Chairs: [AF] HOMME Chair (Zig Zag)

Box of amazing roses that the beautiful Syliva Oliver gave to me on our first date: [Commoner] A Boxed Dozen / Red Rose Medley


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I Will Wait For You

I Wait

 

Graceless wandering in pathless places

within the tunnels of the heart,

uncharted pools of hopes and dreams,

echos of loves tortured screams,

she waited,

her heart hanging from her sleeve.

 

Credits:

Hair: ~Tableau Vivant~ Larnia – Winter ~*From The Love Donna Flora Event*~ July 25th to August 11th.

Dress: FATEplay – Wende – Ruby ~*Coming 24th July, 2013*~

Boots: FATEplay – Feredir – Volcano (They are a part of the outfit)  ~*Coming 24th July, 2013*~

Pose: .mien. {charming}- LDF ~*From The Love Donna Flora Event*~ July 25th to August 11th.

Skin: Glam Affair – Lulu

Eyes: IKON

– Photo taken at Small Town Green –